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[01 Dec 2006|07:29pm] |
today i saw the body of someone who'd been hit by a train at my station. it was them and someone in a wheelchair. and i'm not being crass or careless, but it sort of emphasised the fact that buried under gender, personality, skin, clothes, subculture and makeup, that we're all stuffed with the same things. it could be my lungs or my bones or yours...i guess we aren't so different after all.
xoxo
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[20 Oct 2006|11:59am] |
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It's been a little while, so, as not to bore you, i'll update in point form..
- new job
- new band www.myspace.com/niteschool
- new hobbies = burlesque lessons ya ya!
- new loves
- new status (p.s. for anyone who didn't know i now list my gender as 'drag queen' ie; a woman inside a man inside a woman, yeah?)
xoxo
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[04 Sep 2006|05:28pm] |
I CHOO CHOO CHOOSE YOU!
XOXO
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[03 Sep 2006|08:55pm] |
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well. see the first step of solving yr problem is admitting you have one. and i'm happy enough to do that. because at the moment i'm spring cleaning the soul and things are starting to look up. i'm doing things i've always wanted to do, getting constructive, positive and sorting through the debris.
god damn. i feel SO good.
xoxo
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| ASSOC. |
[09 Aug 2006|09:59pm] |
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-long fingers
-stiff denim
-thick stockings
-inflexible male torsos
-cold+flu
-jerkism
-food
-anything but wine
-laughing with mouth full
-older
-gag
-direction
xoxo
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[02 Aug 2006|12:14pm] |
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if anything i was exploiting him. when i was fifteen i let a middle aged man take a couple of topless photos of me for $100. because really, you don't have to pay to see my body. my body and every other woman's body is public fucking property. i'm on a billboard on the highway making an orgasmic face over shower cleaners and i'm writhing on the floor of a strip club and then i being hacked to pieces and fucked to death in minute detail for five minutes in a cinema while my male companion suffers a less gruesome death of twenty seconds.
it was a very busy day.
and it's not even that i disagree, because i'm strongly for opinion and strongly against censorship because once you pixelate one thing the big picture starts to get a little blurry. this is not a call to subversion or revolution. this is just the way things are. and until subconsciously salivating over the image of defeated original sin goes out of style with the moral majority and organised religion organises itself into something more palatable it's the way things are always going to be.
but baby, we'll all make a killing.
xoxo
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| NEW LINE UP FOR TOMORROW NIGHT! |
[29 Jun 2006|11:17am] |
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Heathen Skulls, Sound and Fury, the White House, and 'what are you
doing with your music?' presents
'Obnoxious Noise Brats and the Labours of Their Love'
Friday 30th June 6:30pm-1:00am
@ The White House, 358 George st. CBD
(right next to the dendy cinemas)
$10 entry
featuring:
Wolf Eyes (US) solo projects: on from 7pm!!!!
Nate Fuckface (Nate Young from Wolf Eyes)
Jonny Coors (John Olson from Wolf Eyes)
Mike The Murder (Mike Connelly from Wold Eyes)
and
Gyanism (Brisbane/Japan)
Faber Castell (Brisbane/ Melbourne)
Emesis & Mshing (Sunshine Coast/Barely Legal)
The Perfect Lovers (Brisbane)
Look!Pond (Brisbane/Mortal Kombat)
Lader (Moogera)
Ayoy (Brisbane)
exohex (Brisbane/Good Friends/Awful Lovers)
El:Crumple Dash (Brisbane)
Guests from 'Liquid Architecture 7'
xoxo
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[28 Jun 2006|07:58pm] |
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i've decided my life of late has become a series of random encounters and interactions. one after the other. it gets weirder baby.
in other news, some sucker asked sarah and i to play our screamy, ear-piercingly bad and completely unrehearsed/untitled bullshit at this show...
Obnoxious Noise Brats and the Labours of Their Love
performances from:
nate fuckface [nate young of wolf eyes]
jonny coors[john olson of wolf eyes]
mike the murder [mike connelly of wolf eyes]
mshing + emesis
the perfect lovers
faber castell
friday 30th june 6pm-1am
@ THE WHITEHOUSE, 358 george st. CBD
(next to the dendy cinemas)
$10 entry
cheers, cunts.
xoxo
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[17 Jun 2006|12:57pm] |
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my period of being nice to everyone and being used like a doormat didn't last for very long. my inner cynic is back, and SHE'S RAVENOUS!
LET'S BITCH IT UP!
xoxo
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[12 Jun 2006|11:11am] |
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dear boy/s,
having to beat you off with a stick isn't half as much fun as it sounds.
i don't want to spend my night running away from you because you ruin this town for me.
let's just be friends...
jerks.
xoxo
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[29 May 2006|10:12pm] |
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sooner or later, gut-churning inadequacy always bites yr ankle with pointy little teeth and won't let go...and it hurts like HELL!
xoxo
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here's to hoping this joke never gets unfunny.
xoxo
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[22 May 2006|07:06pm] |
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dear myheritage.com,
i don't fucking believe it.
YUCK!
xoxo
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| I KILL EVERYTHING I FUCK |
[04 May 2006|05:28pm] |
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on friday night a stranger came up to me and my friend and handed us $50...each.
on sunday night i went to see the veronicas for free and i wanted to demand a refund for my bus fare.
on monday i wrote a song about insurrection.
on tuesday i did the jessica something jewish interview.
on wednesday i woke up on stradbroke island with justin.
today i went to a job interview for shitty market research.
i think i'm starting to crush on someone and i HATE it.
LOVE MAKES ME SICK!
POP WILL REGURGITATE ITSELF!
THRASH NO DIE!
xoxo
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[27 Apr 2006|06:44pm] |
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THIS QUIZ IS PROBABLY THE BEST THING THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME ALL DAY! REPLY TO ME W/ YR RESULTS.
Find your own pose!
xoxo
P.S. I AM SO UP FOR SOME NECKING THIS WEEKEND.
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| baby i'm here all weak. |
[21 Apr 2006|12:42pm] |
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Two post-pubescent cannibals jerked each out right out of existence. they collected whatever remained on the bedsheets, ate it greedily and began to reconstruct.
I am only here because i say i am.
baby, i'm here all we(e/a)k.
I once had a deeply erotic dream about an acquaintance of mine. i walked around in their body which was comprised of little compartments, like a dollhouse or a government-commissioned residence for the poor. i sat in the designated vestibule labeled 'kitchen' for whatever reason and began to sip tea from the pot and cup that were on the table when i arrived. it never once occurred to me that it may have been laid out there for someone else.
how can a dream be unsolicited?
even now i cannot look them in the eye.
xoxo
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[17 Apr 2006|11:31am] |
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yesterday i read 'My mother: demonology, a novel' by Kathy Acker. the whole thing. i don't think i've ever read a text so aggressively brilliant in my whole life. it's the way that HISTORY, SEX, PHILOSOPHY, VIOLENCE, DREAMS, VISCERA and LOSS (of one's physical self, consciousness or virtual self) are stewed together that make a landscape comprised of FILTH and SQUALOR actually seem DESIRABLE and, in a foul way, ROMANTIC. which may or may not have been her intention. but it works.
"moral ambiguity's the colour of horror"..........."you understand that it's only with the highest form of feeling (whatever that is) and not because we hate you that we're going to take our ease in your homes and mansions, your innermost sanctuaries, we're going to sleep in your beds...on your unbloodstained matresses on which you fuck your wives...politicians taught us what shit is; the future, we'll never conceal anything about ourselves (unlike you) because the only purpose here is the marking of history, your history. as if we haven't. because you said we hadn't".
even though the fabricated letters between Georges Bataille and Colette Peignot get tedious, they serve the purpose of setting the mood. of wanting to be stimultaneously in control of yr decisions and a dog. of being everywhere with everyone and alone. every interaction between every human ever has had an element of control by one party and acquiescence by the other. and it nice when someone recognises it.
Anyway, this is way back with SW. we like pretending to be able to skate, pretending to be tough cunts, thursday nights, getting drunk, yelling, climbing onto rooftops and blondie.
xoxo
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